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wtf is love even

Rereading, reflecting made me realise The things you told me The trembles in your voice Tell me your secrets To fall in love The closest I've ever felt to that is not to compare I dont understand I think love is just a bit more complicated than w most I don't think I can fall I don't know If I'll ever find someone And experience some feeling even close to it And not feel left behind. Everyone goes faster with this than I do It feels like But I wish you all the best. You deserve so much more than I can offer I'm not worth your time

I am beautiful

I miss being wanted Someone that keeps showing me that I'm apparently worth it. Admirable, worth giving up things for. It's selfish I miss being adored without me even trying I miss unconditional love I don't feel it. I'm afraid I can't give it either I struggle to be my own voice That tells me I'm pretty Tells me I'm worth it Whatever 'it' may be