wtf is love even

Rereading, reflecting made me realise
The things you told me
The trembles in your voice
Tell me your secrets
To fall in love

The closest I've ever felt to that is not to compare
I dont understand

I think love is just a bit more complicated than w most
I don't think I can fall

I don't know
If I'll ever find someone
And experience some feeling even close to it
And not feel left behind.
Everyone goes faster with this than I do
It feels like

But I wish you all the best.
You deserve so much more than I can offer
I'm not worth your time