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Ik ben de enige constrictie van mezelf Niemand boeit het iets. Doe lekker wat je zelf wil Gevangen in wat anderen van me zouden verwachten Gevangen in eigen gedachtenconstructies Vast in mezelf
Your sweet talk makes me gag, The husky voice that tries to pursuade me does all sorts of things to me, Except for, I think, what it should. You say you love me and I've told you many times before, I don't. I thought I missed you, hell, I was wrong. One thing you both, heck, maybe you all have in common: You make me feel unsafe, scared. I can't shake the feeling you want something from me. I feel cornered. Although the idea of people liking me is very flattering, I can't handle it at certain times. We owe each other nothing  and yet I feel like I do. I feel rude ignoring you, or telling you to stop. And yet you don't listen. I even almost punched you in the face but I put it off as a joke, because i don't know what I would've done else. Scared little me is back to play. Such fun