I am beautiful

I miss being wanted
Someone that keeps showing me that I'm apparently worth it. Admirable, worth giving up things for.

It's selfish

I miss being adored without me even trying

I miss unconditional love

I don't feel it. I'm afraid I can't give it either

I struggle to be my own voice
That tells me I'm pretty
Tells me I'm worth it
Whatever 'it' may be