be okay

Most of the time I can be okay

Just sometimes, everything throws me off

I feel like a kid, very vulnerable and constantly guarding myself

I don't know how to put it beside me

Doctor told me it was not because the thing I thought. 

She told me it was mental

So now trying to fight the selfblame

I just cannot let go

Everything goes too fast, 

One anx comes in before I can cope with the other

I just want to be okay

Is that too much to ask?