letting go

I can finally let go control

Of time

Of my life

I have tried to grasp

Not to let go

For so long.

To use every moment,

For what?

It certainly never got me happier

It made me strong, yes

Strong to fight myself

The worst fight

One that cannot be lost

Eventually you learn your own tricks

The bad and the good side.

It's a losing battle

Self-destructive

I am glad that is gone

Mostly

Fuck winter