how do I unstick someone from my brain

I'm scared I feel more than he feels

I cannot let him go in my mind today

Nothing helps.

I hate that I get so attached. 

Is this how it feels like to be in love? 

With someone that is distracted so quickly,

Responds so late, 

How will I survive

But when we meet... His eyes, his hugs, his kisses,

It tells me something completely different.

Such mixed messages. 

But it's not bad to have time for myself. 

At least he doesn't want attention all the time. 

Honestly, that's exhausting

I don't know what I want

I don't know what will help.

I'll figure it out. It's just a little new. 

It does give me time to plan 

Next time, I'll be prepared