Me, myself and I

 WHY is there such a grey area. 

In what is right or wrong

I finally got comfortable to share more

and now I get told I tell too much

It crushes me. I just want to be my fucking self

Without justifying anything. Without reasoning. JUST BECAUSE

 

Let me live, without thinking twice

Oh wait I already did it thrice - to infinity

Maybe I am just too kind. And do I fuck myself over

Time and time again. 

 

I am trying so hard to do what is best. 

It is just not doable, I cannot pick myself first. 

In the end

The only one I have

Is me