i confuse myself

I cannot sleep

You keep me up

Also, you're better for me than I notice myself, 

Than I want to admit to myself.

And also, I cannot shut up about you

That is maybe a sign

You make me conflicted but also so nice

Some kisses are like magic

Endorphins I usually hardly feel.

It's very overwhelming at times

But it makes me feel normal, included

I hope I can learn to read myself better

I do, every day, more and more

You are a blessing, who I don't understand

But also get so well

I hope I can keep thinking rational

And not retreat in anxiety in bad times

I hope I won't lose you

I just have to remember, 

things are much less important than I think. 

And everything will be alright