new things

 It's all so nice

Yet my body is refusing so hard

my mindcircles too

to just be able to deal with it. 

a simple kiss

I really really want to but I can't

shouldn't. 

You say that you don't mind

but even if that is the case, 

you deserve so much more

I'm afraid it just is how it is,

and we just need to take a small step back. 

I thought it was worth it, 

but no, I notice my mind not being healthy

I'm sorry. I should've said something earlier

I guess I just got lost in your eyes