I don't know what I feel

I'm tired

I'm hot

And I know my mind isn't in a good place

Why 

How

I don't really know?

It's the tiny things

The shadows I get distracted by

The weird thoughts, that pop up

That tell me, watch out.

So the answer to how am I

Is not simple at all today

As my brain is shifting all it's attention

To everything I'm insecure about

Don't really what to do

As talking doesn't really help

And I'm not sure writing does either

I guess I just need some sleep

I just hope that this time

I don't end up isolating myself

Again.