waiting

My mind goes wild

Over everything and nothing

I can keep it inside

But it'll keep me stirring

My body is so restless, I can't even sit still

I break my fingers, just to have time to kill

My stomach tense, my jaws clenched

Hungry and sick simultaneously 

Why this revenge

It has no means

Breaks my mind and energy

I'm so depleted

And why, you ask? 

Probably because I don't know how the next weeks are going to be.

But I'm not even sure. 

It could be many things. Even the 3 calls and class startup tomorrow... 

I

Just

Have

No

Clue.

And nothing to resolve it with

Except for waiting

For this day to be over