Maybe one day I'll know

One second
I feel the world shifting
Your smile makes my day
Lets me feel how good the world can be

The next I feel nothing
It's like you're gone
Like the feelings I had were all fake
Never existed

Afraid to act on sometimes none existing feelings
I do nothing
Too scared to scare you
To ruin everything

What's real and what was just a dream is not distinguisable
It scares me
I want to be honest about my feelings
But i don't know whats reality
Everything changes
So fast

Im so sorry