Lies

I try to keep up
Say that im better than i used to be
But that doesnt mean it's great now
That my mind ended the nagging
Makes the lies reality

Need to keep telling myself things I don't believe
But sometimes see as truth.
Because apparently it is
And i want to believe it so badly

I am loved
I am cared for
Im not a bother
People like me
I can take up my own space
Because I am allowed to be here

To live
I am a good friend
I care for my friends
People like meeting me and talking with me
I am allowed to be