Addiction

Thought patterns can be like drugs
Once you're hooked it's so hard to get rid of
Addicting, constantly bugging
And in the end you really want to stop

But also so different
Some can be disguised
as defencemechanisms
So there's all these lies
That are so real
And it is isolating
Distanced as you feel
Selfworth deflating

 

So similar yet something else
Both way too shitty
To even exist 

And yes.
I confess
I am addicted to some thought patterns